畢業了...
我連頭也沒回...
衝出來的我
魯莽也好,盲目也好,
我都沒有後悔!
I'd rather be negligible than to be faithful.
What is the purpose to have a friend for in the reality?
I don't know...HAHAHA...
The reality is a fuss,
A whole heap of confusion, misunderstanding,
And so on and so forth.
There is no right,nor wrong;
No definite border between black and white.
However among the confusing world,
I do find myself worth living, to a certain extent...?
I got an associate place in City University in 2003.
I didn't do good in the exams so I got really low GPA
And so I didn't get a Degree place...
So...My university life finally ended.
I felt bad when the first and last semesters ended,
And people were going for Degree studies,
But then I didn't felt much about that...
Coz...Well...
At a certain time people would show their MEAN side...
I mean... REALLY mean side...
I don't even WANT to remember who were in the last class...
Except Sally, and some other professors...
Wow...I found out that I change environments,
With nothing left,
Nearly every period of my studies ends.
From primary to secondary to high, then to university...
Nothing from the previous was left to the next...
No friends, no teachers, no nothing...BLAH...
I didn't go for the alumni banquet...
I didn't go to the farewell party...
I didn't say goodbye to the professors...
I didn't bid the CityUPO members farewell...
I didn't remember who were in the last class...
I didn't want to talk with THEM...
Once a teacher in the high told me that
High and university friends are the most precious
As they would be friends for life...
Well...Whatever...
I didn't get ANY from those environments.
I contacted some for some time,
But then it was just me, me, me.
They never called back, or tried to contact.
Gatherings? Well...
Attending is one thing,
Talking with you is another...
The thing I hate about gatherings
Is that it makes me feel like a stranger...
If you know what I mean...
Well, life is always hoping for the better way---
Though I don't think life is THAT good anyway.
People say that the world is bright and beautiful
But to me the world has lots of dark places and ugly things...
我連頭也沒回...
衝出來的我
魯莽也好,盲目也好,
我都沒有後悔!
I'd rather be negligible than to be faithful.
What is the purpose to have a friend for in the reality?
I don't know...HAHAHA...
The reality is a fuss,
A whole heap of confusion, misunderstanding,
And so on and so forth.
There is no right,nor wrong;
No definite border between black and white.
However among the confusing world,
I do find myself worth living, to a certain extent...?
I got an associate place in City University in 2003.
I didn't do good in the exams so I got really low GPA
And so I didn't get a Degree place...
So...My university life finally ended.
I felt bad when the first and last semesters ended,
And people were going for Degree studies,
But then I didn't felt much about that...
Coz...Well...
At a certain time people would show their MEAN side...
I mean... REALLY mean side...
I don't even WANT to remember who were in the last class...
Except Sally, and some other professors...
Wow...I found out that I change environments,
With nothing left,
Nearly every period of my studies ends.
From primary to secondary to high, then to university...
Nothing from the previous was left to the next...
No friends, no teachers, no nothing...BLAH...
I didn't go for the alumni banquet...
I didn't go to the farewell party...
I didn't say goodbye to the professors...
I didn't bid the CityUPO members farewell...
I didn't remember who were in the last class...
I didn't want to talk with THEM...
Once a teacher in the high told me that
High and university friends are the most precious
As they would be friends for life...
Well...Whatever...
I didn't get ANY from those environments.
I contacted some for some time,
But then it was just me, me, me.
They never called back, or tried to contact.
Gatherings? Well...
Attending is one thing,
Talking with you is another...
The thing I hate about gatherings
Is that it makes me feel like a stranger...
If you know what I mean...
Well, life is always hoping for the better way---
Though I don't think life is THAT good anyway.
People say that the world is bright and beautiful
But to me the world has lots of dark places and ugly things...
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all your grief... I feel it. And you're also one that I miss so much. Sorry... not being tried to know your deepest. Happy to hear that you're happy. Feel like being selfish to wish you back. Really, if you're happy, I'll be happy. God blessed.
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